Do you ever feel like no matter what you do, it's the wrong thing to have done? If you make someone feel invisible and don't realize it, then you try to make amends, only to see that you may have in fact made everything worse... Sometimes in life the right thing is the wrong choice. Sometimes you get lost in trying to make someone else feel validated or visible.. When in the end you end up in worse shape than you were in when you were oblivious to the facts around you.. I guess what I'm saying is, don't forget who you are as an individual when trying to please others..

So today is the first Sunday of the NFL season!!! For all of u who have Direct TV, don't forget that you have free NFL Sunday Ticket!!! Starting on channel 704. Good luck to everyone playing fantasy and to all of u fans!

Stubborness is a bitch!!! I get sick and tired of listening to people bitch and moan about shit but they won't take your advice and fix the problem!!! My friend has a broken tooth, I've been the nagging wife that keeps telling him get it fixed or pull it before it gets worse! Guess what? It got worse!! Shocking!! I shouldn't be hard on my friends though because I'm just as stubborn as the next one! I usually have good advice to offer but I myself can never follow it!! What an ASS!!! Anyway just ranting....

Happy mothers day!!

Poor Jamie

For those who don't know I am a new father to my second child. The downside is that my wife is an insomniac and she has my daughter to deal with too. I go back to work on Wednesday which means an early retirement on Tuesday night and early rise on Wednesday. I really do feel bad for her because I don't know how she is going to cope. I've taken a week off of work already and that's all she's gonna get because we just can't afford for me to take any more time off. I really hope that my daughter can drop the 'tude and be a good girl for mommy. She's gonna need it. I'm not really looking forward to going back to the mundane punching of the time clock and the inserting of the same five bolts all day but it pays the bills. Let's hope that my wife can survive until Friday afternoon when I come home and am able to tag in... Good Luck and God Speed!!!!

Those who can DO, the rest of you get the fuck out of the Way!!!

So I go to work everyday and observe the people around me. Some of higher intellect, others... not so much. Every job in the plant is pretty much the same, however you always have that special moron or two who can't seem to grasp the concept. Personal feelings aside but seriously??? Why spaz when you get put on job you haven't done in a while??? I mean seriously?? A friend of mine says "Be part of the Solution and not part of the PROBLEM" If you follow this you have a very good chance of making it. You have the people who have very little problems making through a day and then you have the ones that are on the brink of drowning... I mean if it starts to rain YOU ARE DEAD!!! Why??? Why??? Why??? They could bring someone from another department and put them on damn near any job on the line and they could pick up the job.... but the people who are supposed to know these jobs are basically like uuuuhhh what??? It just annoys me that society is willing to lower the bar for those who can't keep up with the rest of society. Why should those of us who CAN, carry those who CAN'T???? Why is it that those who can get screwed and taken advantage of because we are expected to pick up the slack for those who can't??? No thank you, no reach around, no nada!!!! I guess if you want to be treated fairly in this world you have to be a fucking half wit!!!!!!!!!

boredom leads to abortion??? I guess

I'm very bored right now... I have had a long weekend off of work and I almost don't know what to do with myself. I have things that I should but don't want to do, and things that I want to do, and shouldn't. Anyway I'm just rambling... who do you want for president? I'm torn between the woman who ran this country for 8 years previously and the half African American with a Muslim sounding name who supports full term abortion.... tough pill to swallow!! I'm not totally against abortion I just feel that it shouldn't be used as an "oh shit" form of birth control, but also it should be done as early as possible because... IT'S NOT A FUCKING PLANT PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! Sorry... I hear stories of women that got pregnant and are just like to hell with it.... to me that is just wrong. I feel that if you've been raped or something god awful like that, should be about the only time to even consider it. I mean if you're not in the right situation to house a child why kill it when you can adopt it out.... If you lost your job would you kill your dog??? If you lost your job would you kill your kids?? More people should consider the adoption choice instead of the "oh fuck it " choice... No how did I get onto this subject??? I was just bored and typing and look where it got me